So many things happening. The beach, my heart, work, back to home work, and for the first time, the need to use different desktops and how convenient that is!

I’m still not happy with it. Not happy at all. It feels so insecure… But I need to keep on. Even though it kills my health in so many ways, the uncertainty is something I have to overcome.

Hey, at least I get to say “I tried”. I just wish there was some certainty in my life for a little while :/

It’s been so many years since I last felt safe inside of myself, and inside of others…