Feeling much better now. Still with that heaviness in my chest, yet I am a bit more relaxed… A storm in Heaven indeed. You wrote again. It’s so weird for me to see you writing past midnight. It feels like such a refreshing part […]
Month: July 2021
I know I want to live myself… but could I forgive myself?
“I stand in front of you, I’ll take the force of the blow… protection.” 30 minutes ago… walking back home from the tram station. Her bitter words still resonating in my ears and in my heart. Poisoning me like a viper that wants to […]
SSH troubles and Heart disillusions…
“Connection via Cloud Identity-Aware Proxy Failed Code: 4003 Reason: failed to connect to backend” Oh well, this is what you get for playing with technology. Bad idea. But I reckon; all of this is to distract myself from ‘it’. I can even feel her […]
