Feeling much better now. Still with that heaviness in my chest, yet I am a bit more relaxed… A storm in Heaven indeed. You wrote again. It’s so weird for me to see you writing past midnight. It feels like such a refreshing part […]
Author: dannii
I know I want to live myself… but could I forgive myself?
“I stand in front of you, I’ll take the force of the blow… protection.” 30 minutes ago… walking back home from the tram station. Her bitter words still resonating in my ears and in my heart. Poisoning me like a viper that wants to […]
SSH troubles and Heart disillusions…
“Connection via Cloud Identity-Aware Proxy Failed Code: 4003 Reason: failed to connect to backend” Oh well, this is what you get for playing with technology. Bad idea. But I reckon; all of this is to distract myself from ‘it’. I can even feel her […]
Insomiac…
“Cannot sleep… never can sleep.” 01:55am- Oh well, it’s kinda been a while since I last posted. Just didn’t have the time. [I gotta reckon: this WordPress text editor is HORRIBLE, single line breaks feel like triple breaks lol] Ah, switched over to […]
Toothache…
… sucks 😢
So I was…
Exploring The Wayback Machine, and I found Schmienz’s profile, and I missed her. So long. My good friend. Good times. Now my heart is broken. Literally. Like, beating out of rhythm. Still not in the mood to start again. Also, I hate WordPress :/
Still not in the mood for it…
So many things happening. The beach, my heart, work, back to home work, and for the first time, the need to use different desktops and how convenient that is! I’m still not happy with it. Not happy at all. It feels so insecure… But […]
Another long day of work.
Also, trying to improve my Linux skills; which might take me to a very fun and interesting project. Other than that, same old same old. Tomorrow and Tuesday off, yay! :happy: There’s not much for me to show other than myself typing this post […]
Not today…
… too tired. Worked a lot, went out for a drive, then more stuff. I will just browse the forums and listen to music. See you in the next one, have a good time 🙂
01:43…
… and can’t sleep, ugh. And I have work tomorrow. This will feel TERRIBLE.
